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Look at:
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Jax Raven, m'Lady
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Jezebel, my girl
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Selaith, a friend
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Areshawna, delectable redheaded housemate
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j0e the deranged
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Kadin, fellow madman and obsessed feline
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DeadZaphod, the infamous S.O. of the Jax
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Torian, the Lady's cat
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...Storm's Lair...
...where God, Man, and Beast turn to whispered words and shadow-dark text...

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shocking to nobody a'tall - 2009-01-14, 3:49 p.m.

smug - 2008-08-16, 6:32 p.m.

resurfacing - 2008-06-30, 9:45 p.m.

- - 2007-06-06, 9:36 a.m.

not dead yet! - 2006-09-20, 1:24 p.m.

Ave Maria - Cruxshadows - 2006-08-25, 2:34 p.m.

For Jax - 2006-08-21, 12:34 p.m.

Home, hooome on deranged.... - 2006-06-01, 11:20 p.m.

- - 2005-06-13, 9:36 p.m.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! - 2004-11-19, 4:56 p.m.

- - 2004-11-13, 12:42 p.m.

Still alive - 2004-11-11, 9:17 a.m.

important. - 2004-10-27, 2:27 p.m.

note to self - 2004-10-11, 6:19 p.m.

more using my diary as a message board. - 2004-10-11, 11:55 a.m.

Marital bliss? - 2004-09-16, 12:13 p.m.

a note - 2004-09-10, 12:15 p.m.

- - 2004-09-08, 6:44 p.m.

PDCL - 2004-08-27, 8:25 a.m.

Catwoman and quantum singularities - 2004-08-23, 2:21 p.m.

- - 2004-08-21, 11:50 a.m.

no VTO for meeee - 2004-08-13, 3:35 p.m.

wow - 2004-08-09, 7:35 a.m.

fiction - 2004-07-21, 4:38 p.m.

Important! - 2004-07-12, 2:00 p.m.

On the offchance you still read this - 2004-07-12, 10:02 a.m.

- - 2004-07-02, 6:14 a.m.

Vampirism, LaVey style - 2004-06-29, 11:41 p.m.

I'm a lazy bugger. - 2004-06-25, 5:43 p.m.

well Becca... - 2004-06-19, 10:16 a.m.

scheduling from heck - 2004-06-09, 1:34 p.m.

existance exerts negative air pressure - 2004-06-07, 11:51 a.m.

just got paid - 2004-05-21, 9:14 a.m.

I attack with my Flaming Hernia Fist technique..... - 2004-05-19, 4:11 p.m.

well..... - 2004-05-17, 1:58 p.m.

more ranting - 2004-05-14, 5:19 p.m.

Becca n' Jax - 2004-05-10, 2:58 p.m.

*tweak* - 2004-05-10, 1:24 p.m.

- - 2004-05-10, 1:05 p.m.

w00t - 2004-05-10, 6:30 a.m.

"set bowel disruptors for Prolapse" - 2004-05-08, 10:00 a.m.

- - 2004-05-07, 9:08 a.m.

just a post-it on the cork board of life. - 2004-05-03, 12:57 p.m.

w00t - 2004-04-30, 3:55 p.m.

hmmm, the "good intention brick road"? - 2004-04-28, 2:37 p.m.

gnah... - 2004-04-28, 12:10 p.m.

- - 2004-04-23, 4:47 p.m.

yet more notes - 2004-04-21, 4:34 p.m.

update - 2004-04-21, 2:12 p.m.

becca.... - 2004-04-17, 11:22 a.m.

*rolls some dice* - 2004-04-16, 3:52 p.m.

- - 2004-04-14, 5:17 p.m.

notes to several different people - 2004-04-14, 3:30 p.m.

argh - 2004-04-12, 2:59 p.m.

I'm not dead - 2004-04-07, 8:37 a.m.

note t self.... - 2004-04-05, 4:21 p.m.

- - 2004-04-02, 11:24 a.m.

Becca - 2004-03-31, 4:06 p.m.

season 3 episode 20... - 2004-03-31, 3:22 p.m.

and now the news... - 2004-03-29, 5:01 p.m.

Blast.... - 2004-03-24, 7:54 a.m.

hey Jax... - 2004-03-22, 9:30 a.m.

- - 2004-03-17, 7:39 p.m.

wheeler part 2 - 2004-03-11, 4:54 p.m.

so.... - 2004-03-11, 4:53 p.m.

- - 2004-03-10, 8:17 p.m.

- - 2004-03-09, 2:18 p.m.

- - 2004-03-04, 5:02 p.m.

yay - 2004-02-27, 3:13 p.m.

Well love... - 2004-02-26, 8:35 p.m.

yay, I'm evil - 2004-02-25, 8:51 p.m.

very strange - 2004-02-25, 2:34 p.m.

for some reason I'm still surprised - 2004-02-20, 11:13 p.m.

bash - 2004-02-18, 2:58 p.m.

oh joy, oh rapture - 2004-02-18, 12:15 p.m.

figures - 2004-02-16, 5:28 p.m.

erg - 2004-02-13, 2:11 p.m.

good news - 2004-02-13, 1:06 p.m.

not for the first time.... - 2004-02-12, 5:44 p.m.

- - 2004-02-12, 12:25 p.m.

drat - 2004-02-12, 12:17 p.m.

GRRRR - 2004-02-11, 9:12 p.m.

*dances* - 2004-02-11, 8:32 p.m.

heh - 2004-02-11, 7:14 p.m.

my head is killing me - 2004-02-11, 6:54 p.m.

I love my job... (well, not really) - 2004-02-10, 8:57 p.m.

in which I bitch s'more - 2004-02-10, 7:21 p.m.

Fair warning - 2004-02-09, 8:55 p.m.

*worries* - 2004-02-06, 2:25 p.m.

Is it just me.. - 2004-02-04, 10:21 p.m.

From an email sent to me by my good friend Kat... - 2004-02-04, 9:59 p.m.

testing...testing.... =P - 2004-02-04, 3:14 p.m.

muse poisoning strikes again. - 2004-02-02, 1:30 p.m.

meanwhile, in Midgard... - 2004-01-30, 1:18 a.m.

er.... - 2004-01-28, 4:20 p.m.

tehee - 2004-01-23, 6:48 p.m.

ugh - 2004-01-23, 9:21 a.m.

a snippet of my daily conversation... - 2004-01-21, 2:02 p.m.

er... *goes off to sharpen his feathers* - 2004-01-21, 12:27 p.m.

SSDD, as they say... - 2004-01-20, 4:09 p.m.

something pretty... - 2004-01-20, 1:45 p.m.

oi, becca.... - 2004-01-16, 6:34 p.m.

y'know Becca... - 2004-01-15, 11:41 p.m.

*sigh* - 2004-01-15, 11:43 a.m.

World of Darkness - 2004-01-14, 8:03 p.m.

for the record... - 2004-01-13, 6:31 p.m.

I keep telling myself - 2004-01-13, 5:34 p.m.

The little green men in my Pc want a raise. - 2004-01-09, 12:57 p.m.

Well Jax.. - 2004-01-08, 7:55 p.m.

yet another day... - 2004-01-08, 6:40 p.m.

*muttered swearing in Enochian* - 2004-01-07, 3:14 a.m.

Wow - 2004-01-06, 1:02 p.m.

- - 2004-01-03, 6:14 p.m.

just a bit miffed - 2003-12-31, 11:58 a.m.

hmm... fitting, you think? - 2003-12-30, 4:35 p.m.

Erm... - 2003-12-30, 2:37 p.m.

For what it's worth - 2003-12-29, 2:57 a.m.

I love the smell - 2003-12-26, 8:27 p.m.

well Becca... - 2003-12-23, 6:34 p.m.

this just plain blows - 2003-12-22, 5:24 p.m.

*sighs* - 2003-12-22, 12:30 p.m.

am I gonna live doc? - 2003-12-19, 3:48 p.m.

for j00 - 2003-12-18, 5:04 p.m.

another night of fun and excitement (yeah....) - 2003-12-18, 1:24 p.m.

terrible, and yet compelling. - 2003-12-15, 7:21 p.m.

*confused* - 2003-12-15, 1:03 p.m.

Just for Jessica... - 2003-12-15, 1:02 p.m.

*boing* - 2003-12-10, 7:53 p.m.

just like a shop vac - 2003-12-09, 3:08 p.m.

blind flash of the obvious roll - 2003-11-21, 3:21 p.m.

sing along... - 2003-11-21, 12:41 p.m.

maybe I'm just unbolted... - 2003-11-20, 2:15 p.m.

flat, eh? - 2003-11-19, 5:36 p.m.

heh - 2003-11-18, 4:55 p.m.

no surprises here.... - 2003-11-14, 2:45 p.m.

lucid dreaming is overrated - 2003-11-14, 1:57 p.m.

*dream dances* - 2003-11-13, 8:09 p.m.

heh... - 2003-11-11, 2:01 p.m.

bored stiff... - 2003-11-10, 8:46 p.m.

*bite* - 2003-11-10, 2:30 p.m.

hmmm, maybe I'm a bit nuts. - 2003-11-07, 5:28 p.m.

In order (more or less) - 2003-11-07, 11:34 a.m.

hmm... - 2003-11-06, 6:00 p.m.

lonely much? - 2003-11-05, 11:21 a.m.

beige... - 2003-11-04, 8:22 p.m.

digital joy.... - 2003-10-30, 2:14 p.m.

A.D.,A.D - 2003-10-30, 1:09 p.m.

- - 2003-10-28, 4:07 p.m.

- - 2003-10-24, 6:17 p.m.

*kiya!* - 2003-10-24, 1:43 a.m.

testing... - 2003-10-22, 12:38 a.m.

- - 2003-10-21, 6:25 p.m.

links - 2003-10-17, 4:46 p.m.

huzzah n' shit - 2003-10-16, 6:32 p.m.

- - 2003-10-15, 6:47 p.m.

one more morning - 2003-10-15, 12:30 p.m.

yet more quizzes - 2003-10-14, 1:46 p.m.

ick - 2003-10-13, 4:41 p.m.

- - 2003-10-09, 4:05 p.m.

liquid sunshine - 2003-10-09, 1:25 p.m.

ugh - 2003-10-08, 4:37 p.m.

sorry - 2003-10-07, 4:44 p.m.

oi... - 2003-10-06, 3:50 p.m.

stress - 2003-10-06, 2:34 p.m.

hey look, I'm being self-centered and cranky. - 2003-10-02, 6:57 p.m.

just fyi - 2003-10-01, 3:15 p.m.

- - 2003-10-01, 1:55 p.m.

erg - 2003-09-29, 4:48 p.m.

N' stuff. - 2003-09-29, 4:20 p.m.

- - 2003-09-26, 7:03 p.m.

stuff..... - 2003-09-26, 6:46 p.m.

gaaaaaah - 2003-09-25, 6:26 p.m.

*roar* - 2003-09-24, 8:27 p.m.

Rotschreck anyone? - 2003-09-24, 2:53 p.m.

Joy... - 2003-09-19, 6:27 p.m.

Jello boy... - 2003-09-17, 12:54 p.m.

Love you..... - 2003-09-17, 12:09 p.m.

*yawn* - 2003-09-16, 6:39 p.m.

- - 2003-09-12, 8:58 p.m.

- - 2003-09-12, 7:41 p.m.

contented - 2003-09-11, 5:32 p.m.

I'm deaf!!! (or might as well be) - 2003-09-10, 4:52 p.m.

About Kadin - 2003-09-09, 1:48 p.m.

Either deep, or too lazy to type much. - 2003-09-08, 8:59 p.m.

Listen as the wind blows.... - 2003-09-08, 12:23 p.m.

why does this kind of thing always happen? - 2003-09-04, 6:15 p.m.

- - 2003-09-03, 8:58 p.m.

stuff to look at once I get home..... - 2003-09-02, 9:03 p.m.

- - 2003-09-02, 7:02 p.m.

and now, watch me bitch about work.... again. - 2003-09-02, 6:11 p.m.

n' stuff - 2003-08-29, 3:17 p.m.

call center hell.... - 2003-08-26, 8:53 p.m.

Going nuts. - 2003-08-26, 7:18 p.m.

heh - 2003-08-26, 6:46 p.m.

and so far, nobody looks scared - 2003-08-26, 4:39 p.m.

worn out - 2003-08-22, 4:46 p.m.

- - 2003-08-21, 1:34 p.m.

- - 2003-08-19, 4:35 p.m.

zzzz - 2003-08-18, 1:12 p.m.

s' cuuuuute. - 2003-08-14, 6:25 p.m.

- - 2003-08-13, 2:30 p.m.

Motivated? ME? =P - 2003-08-12, 2:35 p.m.

- - 2003-08-06, 3:47 p.m.

*grin* - 2003-08-04, 7:46 p.m.

oy.... - 2003-08-04, 3:47 p.m.

Happy stuff. - 2003-08-04, 3:01 p.m.

*bouncy* - 2003-08-01, 12:49 p.m.

*snarl* - 2003-07-31, 12:12 a.m.

- - 2003-07-30, 6:10 p.m.

- - 2003-07-29, 6:20 p.m.

*grumble* - 2003-07-29, 4:17 p.m.

- - 2003-07-25, 6:40 p.m.

Highspeed elevator to Hades - 2003-07-25, 5:49 p.m.

The (cube) Wall - 2003-07-25, 2:13 p.m.

Male pattern blindness - 2003-07-25, 12:37 p.m.

Phone call for a Mr. Murphy? - 2003-07-22, 4:54 p.m.

For honor? - 2003-07-17, 3:03 p.m.

Moriarity has nothing on me.. - 2003-07-15, 8:03 p.m.

Ars Magicka - 2003-07-14, 4:53 p.m.

Ars Magicka - 2003-07-14, 4:53 p.m.

Absent soulmates. - 2003-07-11, 3:22 p.m.

For Jax - 2003-07-11, 2:26 p.m.

Vacation?... nah. - 2003-07-10, 2:25 p.m.

lines in sand... - 2003-07-08, 7:04 p.m.

return of the thing - 2003-07-08, 2:13 p.m.

- - 2003-07-08, 1:34 p.m.

wheres a death ray when you need it? - 2003-07-07, 1:43 p.m.

get a shovel - 2003-07-05, 7:01 p.m.

joy in carnage... - 2003-07-01, 2:10 p.m.

*yawn* - 2003-06-27, 1:21 p.m.

more of the same... - 2003-06-24, 6:40 p.m.

Relief - 2003-06-13, 3:37 p.m.

Ouch! - 2003-06-10, 12:14 p.m.

Hairball in my head.... - 2003-06-06, 6:20 p.m.

- - 2003-06-02, 10:45 a.m.

- - 2003-05-30, 3:41 p.m.

Fun - 2003-05-23, 9:03 a.m.

Caught between a rock and some Jell-o - 2003-05-22, 8:27 a.m.

I hate people..... - 2003-05-19, 3:26 p.m.

sudden spiral downward - 2003-05-13, 2:42 p.m.

*bouncy* - 2003-05-05, 11:17 a.m.

- - 2003-05-03, 9:17 a.m.

I'm also kinda stupid at times.... - 2003-05-01, 12:38 p.m.

I'm insulted... - 2003-05-01, 12:38 p.m.

List of warm fuzzies. - 2003-05-01, 9:04 a.m.

Not "Falling Down" just yet. - 2003-04-30, 12:46 p.m.

- - 2003-04-25, 11:59 p.m.

I'm nuts. - 2003-04-24, 2:53 p.m.

Red tape trauma - 2003-04-24, 1:03 p.m.

- - 2003-04-23, 7:19 p.m.

Gets old fast... - 2003-04-17, 10:23 a.m.

icky - 2003-04-16, 1:07 p.m.

oy..... - 2003-04-14, 1:32 p.m.

*POINGAGE!* - 2003-04-11, 3:08 p.m.

Forumite whiners - 2003-04-08, 12:40 p.m.

Moral corrosion - 2003-04-08, 8:49 a.m.

Current playlist - 2003-04-03, 10:38 a.m.

Mi Familia - 2003-04-02, 3:30 p.m.

Brain death - 2003-04-02, 3:13 p.m.

Carpe animus - 2003-03-26, 2:18 p.m.

Innocence and indecision - 2003-03-26, 9:12 a.m.

IT shell game - 2003-03-13, 11:05 a.m.

IT shell game - 2003-03-13, 11:05 a.m.

Atop the Wall - 2003-03-11, 8:35 a.m.

Retards-is-us (your one stop shop for the short on brains.) - 2003-03-04, 9:03 a.m.

Shiney happy weasels - 2003-03-03, 1:58 p.m.

Ownership - 2003-02-24, 8:57 a.m.

Misery - 2003-02-21, 1:40 p.m.

Radioactive rubber pants? - 2003-02-18, 1:06 p.m.

Stress: breakfast of champions - 2003-02-14, 9:28 a.m.

Heh, I have too much fun some days... - 2003-02-13, 8:39 p.m.

next on Springer - 2003-02-12, 3:51 p.m.

Snarl - 2003-02-07, 3:21 p.m.

Hung with a side of Over - 2003-02-04, 9:11 a.m.

Tired - 2003-02-03, 7:18 p.m.

Torian - 2003-01-30, 9:42 a.m.

bloggers block... - 2003-01-28, 11:58 a.m.

needfull brutality - 2003-01-22, 4:49 p.m.

violence.... - 2003-01-15, 11:05 a.m.

At a few million a picture, you'd think they could feed themselves.... - 2003-01-15, 10:34 a.m.

odd.... - 2003-01-14, 8:49 a.m.

Happy fun-time hour - 2003-01-09, 3:44 p.m.

wisdom diluted with English - 2003-01-08, 4:10 p.m.

trouble - 2003-01-07, 3:41 p.m.

figures.... - 2003-01-07, 1:26 p.m.

*sound of a lock snapping shut* - 2003-01-05, 12:43 a.m.

Thank ME it's Friday - 2003-01-03, 1:07 p.m.

*incoherent rantings* - 2003-01-02, 11:06 a.m.

Misha's story - 2003-01-02, 8:42 a.m.

New year - 2003-01-01, 6:23 p.m.

- - 2002-12-30, 10:47 p.m.

*shrug* - 2002-12-30, 2:32 a.m.

- - 2002-12-29, 5:21 a.m.

also cute and fluffy - 2002-12-28, 5:03 p.m.

dread gaze - 2002-12-27, 4:08 p.m.

mourning after - 2002-12-26, 11:20 a.m.

Christmas.... whee. - 2002-12-25, 10:27 p.m.

yay - 2002-12-20, 3:25 a.m.

fun stuff - 2002-12-20, 12:44 a.m.

pondering - 2002-12-13, 9:06 a.m.

stress - 2002-12-12, 9:02 a.m.

YAAAARGH - 2002-12-11, 8:39 a.m.

wha? - 2002-12-10, 8:49 a.m.

Musings - 2002-12-09, 11:57 a.m.

Prima Diem - 2002-12-09, 7:51 a.m.



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